Giving up

[missunderstood2000]

hi , my life hasnt been the best i could have been worse but its defently not been great , i have been suicidal for 4 years and am being diganosed with emerging emotional unstable persanality disoreder which is basically emerging BPD , i also self harm and well i dont see a future no matter how hard i try , im currrenly in a unit and have been for nearly 9 months but i dont know what to do because i keep going downhill and well i dont have anyone apart from staff to talk to and i feel like nobody cares because why would they im nothing and well yeah i guess im trying to ask for advice but i think im past the point of beliveing i have a future

[missunderstood2000]

Thank you but i dont know what to say , everything has fallen apart and im not sure i can cope x

[missunderstood2000]

Yeah a Cahms unit

[missunderstood2000]

They are trying to help but other sirumstances make it difficult so they are stuck and i dont think i have made any progress

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Hiya, all of us have a future and yours is as important as anyone else's. You are unique individual with unique talents and abilities and your place in this world is a vital as mine, the US President's or anyone's. At the moment you may not be able to see that, but things can and will get better, so please don't give up hope. There are a lot of people who don't even know you, who will care for you and care about you, you just haven't met them yet, but you will. Take care,