Lonely life

[Marjoire]

I am so very isolated my chronic mental health has destroyed me as a person I live alone hide away most times don't want others looking at me I just can't go on no more everyone says give your self a shake in my head I can't my mind won't let me

[PeekabooFace]

Hey talk to me, you're not alone here x what's happened to make you feel this way?

[marigold22]

I know that feeling only too well Marjoire. I hide myself away, live alone, try my hardest to keep busy but there's only so much I can do hidden in the house. If I do get in my car, I think what's the point of wasting petrol, I won't enjoy going anywhere on my own.

[lin62-65ze]

Hello Marjorie,. I do feel for you. Not knowing where you live and the facilities regarding mental health I do not know what to recommend. The very worst anyone can say to you is shake yourself out of it, that is awful and not possible. You do need support, this would be in the form of meeting others similar to you or seeing a counciller. Are you on medication? Being alone is not good, look to find places who over help and support where you live. Write to us here on this site too but you need human contact, tell your GP often they can give you help. Do not despair we will get you through this 😊🤗

[Marjoire in reply to lin62-65ze]

Iam so sorry I cannot remember if I replied to you to thank you honestly from that horrible day I am trying to put it outta my mind u no this past couple days have been a lot better mornings not wonderful but I've been trying to push myself on as the day goes on I seem to brighten up dealing with an ex and trying to be strong enough to cope with my emotions I wonder way I feel about him will I ever stop loving him despite everything he put me through verbal and phsycially draining me hurting me so much my mind drained my body weak and my spirit diminished to 0 now I've to fight my feelings urges to reply to his texts but I don't this is so hard but I've got to get me back I wan feel happy again and I no if I go back to him I will slip further into decline please no if I didn't reply back to you it wasn't with intention there was so much going on and I just want you to no iam thinking of you and want to thank you xxxxx

[lin62-65ze in reply to Marjoire]

Dear Dear Marjorie

I received your reply. You are doing great, relationships are very draining, I know because my son is also trying to divorce his controlling wife! Do you ever read or go on Pinterest on the Internet ? I get some amazing ideas from that site, have a look, you are doing th right things at the moment, also by communicating with me and others shows that you are caring and want help. Life is stressful, my husband is a nightmare, I have hurt my back and he is doing very little to help me. The news is upsetting seeing refugees near Bangladesh I want to stop watching it as we cannot help them. Plough on Marjorie, you live in a beautiful part of the world, I spend a lot of time in Portugal as my husband is from their. Keep strong and keep in touch, every cloud has a silver lining☹️🤗😃 love Helen xxx

[Marjoire]

I am in bed I live in Lurgan co Armagh and I feel I am going to take my life I am scared frightened trapped in my mind please someone help me I can't cope

[Marjoire in reply to Marjoire]

In hospital scared

[mysmugcat]

Hello. There should be some helpline numbers here, I think on the right? Please go straight to accident and emergency at the hospital if you have a plan of action. We do care for you here. We know how desperate things can be. Do pm if you like.

Please phone for help. Please also try and turn your attention to something else.

[Sarah1111111 Ambassador]

if you feel that you need support you need to go to a&e where you will be able to get professional support. If you feel that the risk will be helped by talking to someone then phone Samaritans who have time to talk to you and really listen to what's going on for you.

Just a thought thoug this looks like an open post which means your address is visible to anyone on the internet you may want to remove it.

Keep talking to people on here as well as seeking other support. Keep strong you can get through this x

[Marjoire in reply to Sarah1111111]

I don't no how to remove my address

[Sarah1111111 Ambassador in reply to Marjoire]

Just delete the posts you have put up that mention it -safer for you if you do

[Sarah1111111 Ambassador in reply to Sarah1111111]

You click on the downwards arrow next to the reply and like button. The drop down gives you the option to delete the post

[Marjoire]

No I am bad way

[Marjoire in reply to Marjoire]

In a bad way no one can help me

[Marjoire]

Iam in bad way

[Marjoire]

Not hurt my mind can't take no more

[Marjoire]

Not hurt my mind can't cope no more

[Marjoire]

I cant

[Marjoire]

No I will be OK

[PeekabooFace]

Marjorie talk to us xx

[Marjoire in reply to PeekabooFace]

I am frightened

[Marjoire]

I am frightened

[Marjoire]

Freight

[Marjoire]

I am so scared

[PeekabooFace in reply to Marjoire]

Keep talking to us Marjorie. We will get you some help xx have you taken any medication?

[Marjoire in reply to PeekabooFace]

No I am struggling

[PeekabooFace]

Ok we will get you help. Is there any way you can all someone to be with you?

[Marjoire in reply to PeekabooFace]

Please don't

[PeekabooFace]

You're not alone Marjorie we are here for you xx be strong xx

[Marjoire in reply to PeekabooFace]

Tonight hospital so bad sent me out weak and sick and in pain and give me tablets in hospital tonite along with morphine and I had awful pain on taking tablets doc wouldn't get me taxi and I left in pain crying xxx

[Marjoire]

Iam so alone frightened that I cud hurt myself no one cares no one here chronic hep b iam so weak

[Marjoire]

I am scared

[Marjoire]

Frightened in pain

[Marjoire]

I can't go on

[marigold22]

I think you may be having a panic attack now. I have called 999 in the past when having a panic attack. They came to get me and were very kind. Please do that x x

[Sarah1111111 Ambassador]

If you what to chat please do pm me your number I'm in the uk. But Samaritans are really good. They will be able to give you more support than even we can it's hard over this messaging, much easier to chat. If you are having a panic attack then remember to stay as calm as possible and slow your breathing. It will pass and you will feel light headed but better when it has passed.

[Marjoire]

I am hospital feel running out alone here no one alone scared

[Marjoire]

I am I hospital alone frightened no family

[tofler in reply to Marjoire]

Sorry to hear that you're having such a rough time at the moment and that you have no family to support you Marjoire. Please keep talking to us on here and I hope that it might help you to feel less alone with everything and with your struggle.

[Marjoire in reply to tofler]

Thank you so much for your invaluable support u no wat its been a better day today I pray days ahead will be better

[tofler]

Thank you for being there for Marjoire today.

[Marjoire in reply to tofler]

Gosh iam not used to this sitevi think its great and everyone all alike only different problems its taking me ages to find my post and feel stupid that I finding it hard to find my post today a better day please god I pray tomorrow will be a better day again x

[Marjoire]

I love you all bad experience in hospital tonight xx

[lin62-65ze]

Marjorie, so worried, you need serious help, are you now in hospital? Do hope so, all of us care deeply for you, you have our love 😘🤗

[Marjoire in reply to lin62-65ze]

Thank you so much for your kindness last night in hospital disaster Dr not helpful and was flippant as I tried explain about my pain she said coming from my stomach give me tablets made me worse and then give me morphine wouldn't ring me taxi was more less pushed out and no care for wat happened to me after I left xxx

[Marjoire in reply to lin62-65ze]

Feeling a bit stupid as I've been missing post and not great with my phone thank you so much for being here for me tonite my ex boyfriend texted me rang me I ignored him that makes me stronger xx

[lin62-65ze]

Keep going to your GP Marjorie, we are all here for you much love xxx

[Marjoire in reply to lin62-65ze]

Yes I will thank you today I felt stronger please just pray for me I get stronger and kick my ex outta touch mmm I definitely need all my friends here thank you all for believing in me xx