I'm so close to leaving this website. A counselor from the suicide hotline sent me here, and I regret even coming here. I can't even express myself in the worst times on here, and it's even worse trying to get ahold of a hotline and all they do is send you an app to download that has "breathing exercises." Um I'm sorry but I didn't come there for help w breathing, I came because I was on the verge of death. I hate my life and I hate this website sometimes. Ok I'm done w my rant.