I've started a new job and I've done 4 weeks . I'm proud of myself but I am feeling my depression kicking in . I can't seem to shift it . I can't shift the feeling I'm unlovable . I've been single a few years . I'm trying so hard to be positive ,but I feel empty . I'm in my late 20s but I havnt made much progress in life . I've been treated badly and I feel I'm waiting for my next diasaster. I feel strange and unattractive . I feel il be single forever , despite trying not to be . People don't seem to like me .