Back to reality
caught down inside me
I step out the door
to brighter skies below
only to have my feet drop
off into nothing;
such deep purple velvet
pulls me in an embrace
as sweet as lost memory
as harsh as those winters.
Growing up I remember
the taste of the snow
like stars with no light
like playing rochambeau
lost in a daydream
I fear I forgot
what's most present to me
brought back to reality
like a heart stopped mid beat.
Falling hard I crunch
on a bed of eggshells
bridged over a crevasse,
can I find purchase
on this slippery ground
or will I slide further
'till none of me is found?
Lift me up with fire
from scaly winged angels,
bring me into your embrace
like soft glowing embers
made suddenly brighter
by a whispering breeze...
Back to reality.
What can I find
when all light is black?
I can find hope in a heartbeat,
happiness in sound,
strength woven through fabric,
firm feet on the ground.
Back to reality.
-Kaiyote