Wanna die

[Klim]

I lost so much money this year I don't know how I am going to support my family. Last six months very depressing lost my mom also recently. I really wanna die. Something really hurting me when ever I am awake. Couldn't talk to my friends or anyone in recent. Just feeling more and more to die

[prm88]

I think you should go and speak with a doctor, and just explain to them what is happening to you, you have done the right thing by reaching out, and you are stronger than you think to have made it through 6 months of this! I'm no expert, but sometimes what pulls me back is knowing that sometimes we have to except the negatives in order to fully appreciate the positives, of everything was good all the time, we would not truly understand the value of love, hope and happiness, thanks for sharing I know it's hard xx

[Rick1on1]

Hi Klim,

The road to recovery is not going to be easy but it's not insurmountable. You need to take small steps everyday to improve your situation.

In which country are you?

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How& why did you loose so much money?

[RoboMark]

Hi Klim,

You are dealing with a lot of problems so it's little wonder you feel awful, money worries are bad enough but to lose your mom as well... you have my deepest sympathies, I lost my mom a while back so I know how you are feeling.

Money problems are never insurmountable, and they do go away eventually. The important thing is to talk to people - don't feel ashamed, and don't bottle everything up. I don't know your circumstances or location so can't advise on specifics, but I've been there and the worst thing I did was to keep everything to myself until it was almost too late. Talking helps because other people see your problems objectively, and often come up with solutions that you can't think of when you are suffering with depression, anxiety and low self-esteem. If you have debts, get some financial advice (there are plenty of charities which help with this) and talk to your creditors.

Hope this helps.