I am new here and without going on about my very long history, I have been depressed for all my life. My husband, who has stood by me for a long time may have changed his mind now and I really do not know what I will do without him. It is very hard for people who have had a reasonable (what ever that is) life can understand when someone has been very badly damaged. I used to think that I could rise above the depression but it keeps on thumping me when I least expect it and bringing me down.
I just feel very lost. Sioban.