Hello good friends
Today I woke up with the feeling it was going to be a no day. Medication is slowly getting to me and I feel very zoned out.
Might sound like a stereotype, but living in London for 10 years and suffering from depression I have learned to appreciate cloudy days.
When I saw that the sun was shinning, I immediately closed the blinds and decided to stay in.
I also was informed by my work's HR department that my sick pay was going to be reduced to half which did not help. I have now been off work because my depression was triggered by an assault just outside my work office which is making it really hard for me to go back.
That's when I looked at my guitar.
I had not picked it up for more than 6 months.
I felt like a kid in a theme park.
I can easily say that I had not felt like this in more than 2 years. Everything felt right for the time I was playing.
Best friends sometimes don't talk, don't move, they just sit there waiting for you to acknowledge them.
Is there anything that makes you feel like this? Just for a few hours?
I hope everyone had a good day.