I'm writing this because I'm hoping that it allows me to express whats going through my head without it getting too much. I have suffered with depression for a while and it keeps getting worse, I've recently had the implant put in (October last year) and have really noticed that my outlook on the vast majority of my life has changed and become pessimistic. I feel constantly drained and sad, like my life has no real purpose or meaning. My job doesn't make me feel fulfilled and I hate feeling like a cog in the wheels of one giant boring company but I cant quit, I don't have the means and I have bills to pay. My boyfriend has left me to go on holiday with his family for nearly three weeks (which I now doesn't sound like a long time) but I really feel like im not coping, I keep feeling like i'm on the verge of having a mental breakdown and I'm starting to really worry about myself.
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