I feel so lonely and depressed. My girlfriend of 5 years just moved out..its been months in the making but when I came home to see her stuff gone, it hit me in many ways I can't imagine.. I started tearing up. People tell me to just move on, meet other people and so forth..but I feel it's not what I truly want. I love her so much.. The hardest part is when the distractions go away, and you lay in bed thinking/depressed in silence..
I try to understand it from a different perspective..We met when we were young and have lived with each other since. So I feel it was just bound to happen that..we ought to give ourselves space and time apart to just put ourselves first.. In this case, she wants to just put herself first, better herself, and just be alone ..
With this in consideration, it's hard for me to completely accept that it's over..maybe it's over for now..but I am still hoping we could work it out again. She's become such a huge part of my life..and now that she's gone I feel so out of place, so lonely..so sad..