I am getting a cpn .. Wow

[Satsuma]

I went for an assessment and I am getting a cpn to give me more support. In all the years I have suffered I have never had one. I find this to be unbelievable as I am so in need of further help .. Who else has a cpn ?

[Iluvhorses]

I have no idea what it's like, but I hope you'll benefit

[Stilltrying_]

That's fantastic news Satsuma. A CPN (community psychiatric nurse for those unaware of the shorthand) can give you the support you need at this very difficult time. They perform different roles like with some people they just administer medication but knowing about your background I would say they are there for talking support which is exactly what you need.

I had a CPN about 7 years back for about 8 months. They are a great support but in short supply at mental health services. Really nearly everybody could benefit from seeing one but there are never enough resources to go round in mental health.

Not saying this to make you feel guilty by the way. I very much feel you will benefit from a CPN and are a priority case who really needs and DESERVES one right now.

Gemma (Hugs) xx

[Satsuma in reply to Stilltrying_]

Stilltrying_ Yes I understand what you say , as u know really need one. I guess I understand now why I did not have one as they did not think my problems were bad enough at the time. These tines are most horrendous and to be free of them would be absolutely amazing

[Satsuma in reply to Satsuma]

Hence my suicidal feelings. They are at times so intense that I am on the cusp of following the unwelcome stradegies that cascade my mind. Scarey. Thankful for my furry friend who saves me at the last minute

[Stilltrying_ in reply to Satsuma]

Yes I understand Satsuma. I feel that you have stood up for yourself in this situation and realised that you are worth taking seriously and yes it is important in this desperate situation you are in that you get and as I said you DESERVE help.

I have had similar things myself which is maybe why I relate to your personality. I never felt I was good enough to warrant that serious a treatment of my desperation. I felt guilty about it as though I was somehow to blame.

You are important infact I can tell you are a lovely person and deserve all the help you can get. So glad you've got your furry friend

[Satsuma in reply to Stilltrying_]

Stilltrying_ Thanking you for your kind words. I have bent your ears and I am truly grateful. You have given me good and much needed advice and plus you are always here for everyone. You are an inspiration