Very very hopeless...

[Leo142]

So I have a appointment with eating people doctor galore but I was told to eat at least 3 meals a day for until my next appointment and I've had at least 2 every day which is alot more the my 1 a couple of days but now I'm just back to square one feeling fat wanting to die having no hope just want to make myself sick how can I eat and feel good about it is there no middle ground...

[Hidden]

Hi Leo no one here can tell you how to eat and feel good about it coz it won't happen for a while. You are receiving help from a professional aren't you? You need to see them and tell them how you are struggling. Talk to your parents too.

There are also quite a few sites for eating disorders, and you might find you get more understanding and help on those. x

[linlow]

Leo I see from your history that you have been struggling to cope with your problems for quite some time now and am glad that things have moved forward. I know you are worried about it, eating disorders can be very difficult to let go of. Puberty really is not an easy time for any teenager and, as your hormones play havoc with your thought processes, you can become really alienated from who you really are. kidshealth.org/en/teens/pub... Some time back Mandy6513 gave you a host of support links one of which was childline. I just want to remind you they are not just there for battered kids - they are there to listen to you too. childline.org.uk/talk/Pages...