Seems like my days are always occupied by bad moods - I try and vent through my poetry but it doesn't look like im getting anywhere with it - I just know in the end im going to end up pushing everyone away.
it isn't fair to the people around me, they don't deserve it but I don't think I can help it
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I have visited my GP and I am on beta blockers for my anxiety... I asked if I could scout about to look for counsellors on my own, knowing full well that I would not ... Looking for counsellors just brings in my panic attacks
I'm 44 and I still get moody all the time it's not a age thing
I push people away been doing it for a long time use too have a lots of friends don't have any now I like my ow company too much when I was working I would take Jobs where I would work on my own
I'm happy with it never had any help I'm just a moody person plenty of things that I like which don't involve people I was a awful husband to my ex wife it's the way Iam
I also used to song write and i too have pulled away from others...or pushed others away! I become numb and withdrawn. I find it hard to even call my mum and sister most of the time. Depends how strong my OCD is at times.
It sounds as though we have similar struggles .. I feel as though this one in particular stems from (don't like using the word personally) my depression :/
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