Hi. I am 16. I am female. I think I have depression but have not confirmed it. I don't want to go to doctors. All of the online tests said I have moderate to severe depression but I know you can't really trust them so... Do you know how I can get diagnosed without having to let my parents know? is there a number I can call or something? Or can I do it on here?
If I can here's my info:
- self harmed (but didn't draw blood)
- thought about how I'd commit suicide but would never do it
- sad most of the time
- often feel like I'm not real or like I am dead inside
- tired all the time
- can't face doing work
- low concentration
- headache all the time (literally)
- don't understand why people like me
- don't see the point in anything
- no appetite
- randomly really happy
- low self esteem
- pretend to be happy
- cry in toilets at school sometimes
- feel like crying when I have to meet new people
- worry about what people think
- have completely different personalities
- everything I like depends on my mood
- go from really sad to happy
- really irratable
- angry a lot of the time
- feel useless
- think I'm living for the sake of it
- stress over tiny problems
- don't need a lot of sleep
- struggle to sleep because of too many thoughts
- feel either really confident or terrified
- had a randomly confident period
- don't like telling problems to anyone
- often just watch tv all the time
- have a lot of deficiencies, like anaemia and stuff
And that's all I can be bothered for right now.