i honestly dont know what to do with myself anymore. Ive been feeling like shit on a daily basis for the -past 2-3years, and either loosing or pushing all my friends and loved ones away from me.
at the beginning of the year I felt so optimistic, hoping that my emotions would change my mental and everything else would follow, but the total opposite has happened.
I have no one to talk to, no one by my side, and i can only see one way out.