Having the worst time ever. !!

[Ruth_lderry]

Hi all lately everything has been getting so much harder . Been really unwell no energy sore everywhere sleeping a lot again, my face keeps falling at one side just waiting now on a date 2 get into hosp to get tests on way my face keeps doing this. I have lupus and fibro docs say my face looking like stroke but my head isn't showing up these signs . This is happening me everyday now. All I wanna do is be a 26 year old girl party with my friends and family and have a great life with my partner but even these simple things seem so much harder. Have it in my head that I wanna start getting out even 4 a 10 min walk but this is so hard as the mood and soreness I wake up in is stopping me then I feel worse 4 not doing it. I just can't stop being so down. Then my weight that's another thing, I just feel like a big fat mare !! Would really like 2 start a few hobbies but am so scared 2 do this incase I feel at these again !! X

[Sweet95]

hey there i am very sorry for your situation. You know even if you feel down physically the great thing is that you are capable to cheer yourself up and make your own brain to give strength to your body, you just need some motivation and i have to say that i am here for you we are all here for the same things in this community. Just don't do it don't make yourself lose hope and feel down, make this year your best year no matter what happens just keep moving forward little by little changes, make some journals set some goals make a list of things you have that you don't want them anymore in you and make another list how to make them better, start working for your own self. You know that the body is the temple of the soul a happy body is a happy soul and a happy soul is in a happy body. Just say to yourself that you may not be there yet but you're closer than yesterday in curing yourself or reaching your goals. You know i am so into quotes and one of my favorite is that i walk very very very slowly but i never walk backward. Start doing that, i wish you the best.