Blown away ...

[FallenAngel]

Today someone on the site sent me a private message .. a few lines to ask how I was as I haven't posted for a bit ... I want to say Thank you for caring & taking the time to think of me when you have your own problems , it really means so much ...

I have my app 15th May and its on my mind 24/7 .. I am spending much of my time alone , i live alone and don't really have any family or friends apart from my daughter who has her own problems.. its hard very hard ...i feel like life is going on around me and i am just here , invisible and un important .. I take 15mg of mirtazapine i don't think they do anything for me but my gp will not look into my med until i have seen the hormone specialist ..

Sending warm wishes & hugs to everyone out there whos life is blighted by this darkness that is depression xxx

[Stilltrying_]

Yes it is lovely to be in such a caring community here. X

[Gambit62]

thank you.

Waiting for the hormone stuff may be a good mood as it is about really understanding what is going on so that you can be put on the most appropriate course of treatment.

[Hidden]

Hi again

Oh, it does sound hard living alone and waiting, I know what it feels like from the past. It is hard feeling unimportant to anyone but your daughter. When you say you feel like life is going on around you it sounds as if you feel you are not really living, just existing. I have felt like that at times, sometimes for long periods - it's a horrible feeling.

I hope your appointment goes well - what is it for, is it the hormone specialist?

You are very generous with the way you respond to others, you must have been a good mum to your daughter.

Suexx

[Photogeek]

Hi Angel

Just saying Hello and that wasnice of you to post your Thanks. You are always

Kind to others as Sue says.

Hugs

Hannah

[MsSad]

hugs right back atcha Angel!

i know how hard it is to be alone, i have no family or friends but like you have found the people on this site some of the most caring i've ever encountered.

Try to focus on your daughter and what a good job you've done raising her.

Have a peaceful night lovely x