Life is passing me by ...

[FallenAngel]

I had a dream my life would be , so different from this hell I'm living such a true line from a song .. Got my app 15th may to see if I have a pituitary tumour . I feel sick with worry .. all I have is a dull aching pain in my heart and I feel hopeless and above anything else I just feel sad , incredibly sad.

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I think sadness is absolutely appropriate for you to be feeling in your current circumstances and hope your medical results are better than you fear they may be. Do let us know, meanwhile I will be thinking of you. Suex

[bepete]

Good luck angel sure it will be fine .

[FallenAngel]

thank you all .. its hard people say to me maybe if you have a tumour it will explain the depression ,,, I just feel like the sadness and lonlieness is killing me slowly x

[bepete]

We all on this site feel lonely, your not the only one.

I was suddenly cut off from my normal life last year after a car accident!.

What I try to do each day is set myself goals !.

if I can get to this time of day without thinking to much about the future and what it holds in store for me ,I am happy.

wait till you have results before you worry yourself too much !.

one thing someone told me during my recovery was !!

take small steps, one day at a time .

how true that is !

I myself have to go and have an operation on the 15 may , that's my second one ,to re build my broken foot.

im worried !.

but I just think ah well at least ill get a decent kip that day !

as I said before good luck I am sure it will be finexx

[Photogeek in reply to bepete]

Hi Bepete I love your upbeat attitude, sometimes we just have to keep on

Keeping on. We all as you say have other little problems as well as

depression, but the only way is to get up and fight the Depression.

Hannah x

[FallenAngel]

best of luck for your op & thanks xx I take my life minutes at a time ,I too have been told to take small steps but when I don't see any reason to get out of bed what can I do x

[bepete]

you get out of bed and find a reason .xxx

[FallenAngel]

not happened yet x

[Photogeek in reply to FallenAngel]

Hi Angel sometimes Action goes before motivation. If you do anything,

You feel better, doing nothing makes me feel worse. So baby steps. X

[hamble99b in reply to FallenAngel]

I am sending you a gentle hug (( ))

[Maggiet]

Hi there, I have been really down for a while with a number of health conditions that I won't bore you with! Your worry is perfectly understandable given your circumstances and the anxious wait for your appointment. Is there

anyone you can speak to either in your family or a help line? You say you haven't got a reason to get up. The only reason I get up is for my dogs. Now, I understand that isn't for everyone, but perhaps even if you got up to go for a paper or some milk? I also do some voluntary work which I find helpful. I'm sending you a gently hug, hope you feel brighter soon and the time goes quickly to your appointment. Xx PS be kind to yourself too

[Photogeek in reply to Maggiet]

I get up too because my big fluffy monster cat comes to my pillow

To get me up. Then I jump out and put the kettle on and the Radio on.

This helps me.

Hannah

[FallenAngel]

thank you ... I guess I get up to feed my cats ,,being let down by health professionals must be terrible . I personally don't feel there is enough help out there for severely depressed people like us , pills or talking and if neither works what then .. xx

[Suzie40]

Love that song. Thinking of you through this difficult time x

[Photogeek in reply to Suzie40]

Hi Lucy.

[Suzie40 in reply to Photogeek]

Hi friend! How are you? X

[Photogeek in reply to Suzie40]

Ah Lucy I'm ok, got rid of sore throat which I had for about

A week. Are you counting down to the Easter Hols?

H x

[FallenAngel]

me too , thank you Lucy xx

[Photogeek]

I hope your app goes well for you, and the news is good. We just have to keep

Going, because we have a worry then it gets sorted and another one takes

It's place. That's what life is sometimes.

Do you go to any sort of support Group? Sometimes we can learn a

Lot from how other people deal with the cards they are dealt.

Take care.

Hannah

[duncan1971]

All you can do is give yourself time easier said then done I know look after yourself unlike having plenty to drink and eat to keep your strength up hope things improve for you

[Luckyring56]

My heart aches for you and with you...I too had a dream, nothing like this nightmare I'm living.

Waiting is the worst time...filling us with fear and dread, knowing is something tangible that we have to figure out how to deal with.

I can only pray that the waiting time passes a little quicker for you and that the knowing is not the fear you dread.

At least then you will be able to move on from your limbo.

In the meantime (((hugs))),

Lorraine

xxx

[FallenAngel in reply to Luckyring56]

ty for your kind words xx