Oh gawd, it's another day......I am hanging on to the thought that I have an appointment tomorrow and can get back onto my old meds regime. I know that it will take a few weeks for them to kick in but I will just have to grit my teeth and ride it out.
I felt absolutely dreadful when I woke up this morning....I have found having this to do helps distract the feelings a bit. It is another crawl under the nearest stone day....but it might get better later, usually after 4ish, so things that I need to do I will try and do then and not worry about them at the mo.
The thing that worries me a lot is all the confuffle about benefits and as I can't work at the moment I am terrified that they will reduce my benefits and I won't cope...it feeds into an old experience of my parents going bankrupt when I was young and all the stigma and chaos, moving from rented place to place.....horrific, makes me feel very, very insecure.
Hugs to everyone who is struggling today