Twice now I’ve nutted in my pants unexpectedly. Neither time was I with a girl or in a situation in which there would be something to make me horny. Both times I was in a situation where I couldn’t immediately leave, in other words I was stuck, specifically stuck in a place filled with other people. I felt myself getting an erection but not a normal one, I was slowly reaching orgasm. My anxiety shot through the roof as I tried to concentrate on not letting it happen. My face was flushed and hot and my heart was racing. I felt deeply ashamed afterwards. Thankfully no one caught on (or so I hope).
Just recently I was in the car with two of my friends. I was in the backseat and I felt it coming on. I started freaking out but focused on breathing deeply and thinking of other things and I was thankfully able to hold it off until we reached a restaurant where I quickly dealt with the matter at hand (I was not about to come in my pants in a cramped car with my friends near me)
Quite frankly I’m frightened that this will happen again and I’m just praying that it doesn’t. What could the reason for these incidents be? It’s so fucking embarrassing even when no one knows, let alone if someone realized.