Feel real bad.

[PeaceNeed]

Bad morning having miserable cortisol moment....means my anxiety thru roof as usual and my mood is below sea level and I wish I was dead. Bad memories flooding back like a tidal wave.I met someone I thought I really liked spent time at their place and they came to stay at mine. I made a big mistake trusted someone and again got into trouble because of my lousey people skills this person is mad at me. As I type this they are in my place.

That person is troubled like me and emotionally scard.

If they get angry and loud my land lord may move to evict me.

I keep on making these bad mistakes.

I write here because this is one of only places I can express myself. I don't know how much longer I will have the freedom to do this. I'm old ...that's all I can write for now. Again , I apologize for being a downer.

[Machoupa]

Ah, no need to apologise for being yourself. You like the rest of us.....human... with the varied imperfections etc etc.Sending courage and a hug

Sheelagh

[PeaceNeed in reply to Machoupa]

Thank you. I just wish I had the support I get here in the physical world outside.