Destroyed myself

[PeaceNeed]

Ive been going thru hell last 7 yrs. Ive made one bad decision after another. I live in a society that doesnt care about old sick people.Ive seen awful things in the street around me. I know I sound pathetic. If I had the guts I head for the final exit.

[roses4all]

You have guts. It takes guts to stay. Sorry about the crap you've seen. My psychologist has been doing a good job getting most of that crap out of my head most of the time. I truly wish I could zap him over to you.

[Mohammad-341]

I also went through lots of things and I can feel what u r going through

[Waterfun]

I can relate to what you said. But I know that things can surely change and get better. We are here to support you. Despite what you’re feeling right now you are trying to get help. I think you want to get better. There are so many solutions. Please know that someone cares and I will always support you. I’m right here any time you need to talk.

[Windsorgardener5087]

Some of those "bad" decisions are the result of faulty thinking and some probably by reasoned thinking, perhaps affected by mental illness. Roses and Waterfun have sound advice about asking for help when struggling, with the hope of a better future. It takes a lot of courage to request assistance but reach out anyway. As the Nike ad reminds us, "just do it."