Last night I drove to a spot and searched for reasons to keep going. I couldn't find much, I chickened out again, and even today I wonder why it's worth trying... I wish I didn't chicken out, I'm tired
I wanted to so bad: Last night I drove... - Major Depressive ...
I wanted to so bad
I hope you have someone to talk to. Do you have a therapist? Please call a crisis line 988 if you are in the US. I am glad you are here with us. You are not alone.
Mental health issues can be very tiring. You have many reasons to keep going. Depression has a way of clouding our minds/thoughts. It can make those things we are interested in seem like the furthest thing from our mind.
Please get medical help even if you are under a doctor’s care. You may need to change something.
I had to call the 988 crisis line last night. I just needed someone to talk to. They are very helpful and understanding. Please call them when you need help any time day or night.
The temptation to stop hurting and feeling empty is a dangerous one. It seems like such an easy answer, believe me I’m speaking from experience. I may not be in your shoes and have different situations but I am sure there are people out there that would miss you terribly💔