What do i do

[Driftr]

My MDD is going to be the last of me! I feel like I can't keep going I am so tired!

[LilyAnnepuppy]

What are you doing to treat your MDD? I am in therapy and see a psychiatrist for meds. And I have an extensive support group of people to talk to.

[jleechis1 in reply to LilyAnnepuppy]

Who are your online support groups? I live in Clifton Virginia.

[LilyAnnepuppy in reply to jleechis1]

I have another illness that I get treated for which involves a lot of sharing with other people. Some online Zoom meetings. Others in person and by phone.

[TiredOfItAl1 in reply to LilyAnnepuppy]

Wish I could say I was even starting to treat it in all honesty my illnesses are probably getting worse and I have no way to treat it without love from my family members I'm afraid of what they'll say if I tell them I have Disassociative identity disorder... edit : I don't have full mdd I get it from my did and the anxiety too I get breaks in between my mind shattering experience everytime it builds my identity I get small breaks cuz my different symptoms can't all be at the same time only a couple can like my psychosis which can happen at anytime during my other symptom outbursts I have I'd say 8 a day all lasting 2hrs it's a constant cycle of torture for me through my day tell I sleep if I even step out of bed that is.....

[jnelson66]

keep fighting. Don’t let the disease win. Its goal is to kill you. There is hope. It doesn’t feel like it at times. If you haven’t tried ketamine or psychedelics def do. TMS. ECT. Try them all. Hopefully one works. Research clinical trials. The world is a better place with you here. Go to the hospital if suicidal thoughts turn into suicidal intent. Reach out to a loved one for help and a damn hug.