Dont know what the hell to do anymore

[PeaceNeed]

Im depressed as many in group already know. Tried mdma guy psych who gave it to me screwed up didnt monitor me properly. Im not sure about ketamine or tms..My housing isnt stable. Im a freaking wreak. I just rambling on because I feel like Im drowning.

[PeaceNeed]

Ive had nothing but losses for thr last few years friend, pets,abuse by mental health system, housing issues. I feel things can only get worse.

[Raggedy-Ann in reply to PeaceNeed]

I don't have anything brilliant to say. I do know what it is like to get pummeled by one thing after another. If you are hanging in bed do one nice thing for yourself, change the sheets.

[Toddzen]

I have been going to DA meetings every day. Depressed Anonymous. It's helping. We are not alone. I am taking small doses of Ketamine everyday. The company is called Joyous. It's inexpensive $129month. One IV infusion was costing me $400. And it wasn't working.

[PeaceNeed in reply to Toddzen]

HelloHow is small dose working? I look into Depressions An.

TY

[Toddzen in reply to PeaceNeed]

It's helping. It's a fast acting antidepressant. Unlike Antidepressants Ketamine relieves the pain of depression.

[downinthecrud in reply to Toddzen]

I’ve looked into Joyous and, of course, the reviews are all over the place. Your experience has been good with them?

[Toddzen]

Very good. Ketamine is the only antidepressant that works for me at this point. It also relieves the physical pain of depression. They daily monitor you by text. You have to fill out daily reports on your mood and any side effects. I don't mind doing this. Once a month you meet your Doctor on Zoom for five minutes to get your prescription refilled.

[-canihelpyou-]

It’s not you that’s a mess. Your mental health is. It’s impossible to hold your breath forever. I understand the way you feel. I can’t it’s gonna be alright, because I don’t know that for a fact. But I can say, I believe you can hold on. Help will come, you just have to wait for it.