It is 4:41 am and after a truely exhausting day @ hospital I had expected to be sleeping soundly when my head hit the pillow! Instead I lie here fretful about how I am going to cope today! My one year old will be up within the hour, my 3 year old is sick & i'll need to get my 5 yr old to school - through the snow! I want to hide in a deep dark cave! No strength or energy and my poor hubbys tolerence of our uninvited Lupus guest is wearing thin. We argue alot now and I know he loves me deeply and does far more than any other hubby but he just doesnt understand ...
And now the first cries of a hungry toddler ...feeling hopeless!
Sorry for negative post but I hope letting this out will give me strenth for today