I haven't wrote for a while, just to say re my previous blog, Thank you to everyone for all your supportive comments Also to Paul. Who suggested I watched the DVD together, we did watch it + I have since found a difference in my partner he is a lot more patient+helps me more re_housework, etc coming to see my consultants also Macular Degeneration doesn't seem to phase him now, So all good now+we are talking about getting married. .Also I went for my ESA interview I was first placed in work related group, I have since appealed paul sent me a letter+leaflets on Lupus+ my consultant gave me a letter supporting all my symptoms Thankfully, I have now been placed in the Support Group, This is a big relief and all this worrying doesn't help any of our illnesses at all, its about time this government needs to Wake up+listen to us the genuine disabled, its shocking what they are doing to their own people. Yet they send billions of £ to other countries to help them!! they are more needing to concentrate on our own contry+get out the deficit we are in. Sorry for ranting but I get so angy at this gevernment. LoL. Fx.