The last couple of weeks ive been feeling so crap. Its like pmt, but not, lasting for weeks. Got a promotion a few months ago and was happy hoping that next year i could maybe start our company management program. Now feel i dont think i could cope. Went into complete meltdown in work last week. Started snapping at everyone, crying then anger. Now i feel as if maybe ive taken on to much. My legs are so sore, forgetting things, so tired and can hardly hold a pen some days. In my job im on my feet 7 hrs a day maybe i just have to realise i cant do it anymore. Im only 38 how can i give up? I have no savings, cant afford my own property, what do i do?
I told my new manager i had lupus and he says " you can get painkillers for that its not that bad". If its not that bad you have it. I know if i move deaprtments i'll still be on my feet all day, or maybe i should look for a desk job, but i know i'd be bored.