I dont really know what im trying to say but I suppose I feel like Im not coping with everything how I should be, its not like ive never had anything to deal with or been In this much pain before, I thought I was a strong person, but everyone around me that has an illness like or the same as me (RA and Lupus) seems to just take things in there stride and alot of them work and lead a normal life whereas I spend what seems like most days crying in agony or laying in bed. I started on methotrexate just over 2 months ago which seemed to be starting to work I could do more with my days, exercise and was more positive but I feel like ive taken a massive leap back over 2 weeks now ive been in agony burning crushing pain all over,numbness and sharp pains,along with my other symptoms and havent been sleeping and its getting me really down, ive had to cancel alI my plans and feel helpless and scared.I feel like i gave myself and my family hope that something was working and now Im worse. I went to the doctor yesterday who gave me steroids which i really trying to put off taking again but know I have too.sorry for the moany post im grateful for what I can do but it doesn't make this any easier.El x
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