I started on a low dose 25mg a week and a half ago and upped to 50mg last Thursday for 3 weeks then a further increase until I hit 2mg per 2kg in weight with fortnightly blood tests.
I didn’t tolerate mycophenolate very well so trying Azathioprine. I’ve been told that I am very sensitive to drugs and changes in dosage etc.
I’m just feeling very lethargic, increased muscle and joint pain, fatigued but more than anything I feel very emotional and not in control like I’m on drugs that are making me feel tearful and depressed on a real downer.
There doesn’t seem to be any side effects listed for emotional / mental well-being and I just wondered if anyone experienced this when they first started on these drugs.
I’m feeling so very low which is unlike me, and although I struggling my with diagnosis I feel so very sad, alone and hopeless about my future and health I just want to cry. I have no coping mechanisms (more than usual) this past few days, higher anxiety and although never cry have struggled stopping since Friday. Just weird as I’m never like this. I just feel no one understands and they think I’m losing the plot! 😢