Have over the course of the past week or so become increasingly.. God, can't even come up with the word. Confused is all I can think of and it's not the right word.
Forgetting things co stantly, to the point I have to try yo write things down when I think of them or they're gone in two seconds. Forget where a sentence is going mid-converation. Can't remember or think of words st all, forgetting what I'm doing in the middle of going from one thing to another. Feels funny in my head. Just cannot think properl or clearly.
Little dizzy at times, too. Have issues holding a conversation at times.
Fluxuates a bit. Stressed at all, or flaring (have Erythromelalgia, beyond that def. Something autoimmune, connective tissue but not diagnosed as one thing specifically - rheumatologist appt. will be coming soon ) and it's worse, the more I try to focus the harder it is, the more frustrated I get.
I like to think I amreasonably educated, English was one of my best subject always, and it is a huge struggle last few days especially and getting worse. I swear I must sound like a druggo, but never touched the stuff in my life. I just gotta say thsnk God for autocorrect.
Am on 150 a day, 75mg 2 timed a day. Have been for perhaps 3 months, was weaned onto it from 25 mg for a few weeks before that. Have had a little weight gain, but not astronomical at all, and am by far mkre trying to dort out my brain first, I hstr the.. numbness is all I can use to describe it.
SoLyrica - and talk to dox about finding something else to try to lessen the pain and flaring, or something else - I can't do this, have do much yo do, youngish kids and a family, and fsmike situation, that needs me st least coherent, as much as fully funtionanle is fading as a possibility rapidly it seems.
Ugh. So bloody frustrating