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Can dome one who's experienced in having kids tell me why a won't let mine sleep out even at there nanas etc. I worry that there won't be safe somethings going to happen I'm bad with anxiety my self and worry about my self then I have my kids as well it'd so hard

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Your a born worrier by the sounds of it chillax abit let them go to there Nana's everything will be fine give you and hubby some time you might even enjoy it does your name live far from you if not let them go they will be fine.Anxiety who needs it hey Well every body does if not we would be skeard of nothing then we d all be in trouble by the way I did not know you live quite close by I used to own a taxi firm around there may be you've used us

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Message me what taxi firm ye me mam lives close and I'm going to I am a worrier

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Ye me to I worrie over eveything especially other people I constantly worrie over my dad I check on him about 20times a day I think he's sick of me deep down ha ha .I had estate cars sold up 2yrs ago wish I hadnt

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A don't no estate cars lol and that'd nice tho checking up on him

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What do you mean ya don't know estate cars they were the best around LOL it was only a small firm 14cars but very busy around your area how you doing still good I hope have you listened to any relaxation CDs yet if so what do you think

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Lol exactly on small firm lol. Only lived here three year ye am good few bouts of dizziness and balance but good and nor a haven't tbh a love me music on a morning when kids at school just cleaning when there at school all I do ha ha a love it

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So you've never tried relaxation CDs with headphones on you really do need head phones though to benefit I'm surprised because they do really help you have to try them at first you won't believe that they are working but after a few times you will notice the difference some people don't believe they work but you do have to learn how to understand them I couldn't of done with out them plz try you won't look back

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Got headphones I will definatley you a night owl lol x

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Am just ordering Christmas 🎄 presents love it but so hard with boys when they got everything going got xbox one PlayStation 4 laptops ipads phones scooters the lot am stuck x

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Aw bless how old ya dad? Am nosey but that's me ha ha

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Aw wow how nice God bless him he is a hero amazing ye been to pick my little one up from school 😊 then went to the shop felt weird in there was rushing back home now

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Lol thanks it's a start do your legs go jelly legged lol

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Evening Tanya how are you well I hope what you up to are you still feeling good you did well today you should be proud of yourself how is your children good I hope is this the third day that you got up feeling great fingers crossed that you will be getting there lot more work but you will do it I know getting back to the relaxation CDs you have to try them they are brilliant help me a hell of a lot the only thing is with them they can relax you too much half the time I fell asleep listening to them I don't think I've ever heard the end of one yet but they are good well worth a try

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Yes me kids are great thanks been good up until I've just been panicking just came on a mean I always feel weak and light headed and tired but was just hoovering a dropped the hoover I went crazy a was all hot my legs and hands felt like giving way my head was light my heart was pounding but a wernt shaking drago a feel terrible now like when I stand up myegs aren't with it what's up with me It's so scary a felt like laying down and going to sleep but a cant with baby to look after

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Oh my god Tanya how are you now I am so sorry I wasn't there to talk you through it I may not have been much help but even a little bit would be good for you I have been really busy with my dad especially I'm sorry how are you now we all expect a little set back so maybe tomorrow you will be on Top of the World again I hope I really do I know you don't like bedtime but it may help if you have a nice warm bath and chill in bed I'm just relax and try and have a good night's sleep I know I go on about the relaxation CDs but they do really really help and I think you need to try and have a go at them I think you will be pleasantly surprised take care and x if you need to talk take care see you

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Am good now thank you very much I appreciate everything you say thank you felt horrible earlier thanks xx

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Was horrible now am worried incase another one comes

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Do you know what if you think like that it may happen because its playing on your mind so take your mind of it and do something you don't have to keep busy but your mind does I know you've got kids to look after but you still need some me time take up a hobby if possible obviously you don't have a lot of time but try and look after yourself as well because your going to be no good to the kids if ya run ragged don't laugh I took magic up I think I'm dynomo LOL a would care but I'm crap once over all the kids near me used to make a bee line for me now they dodge me ha ha listen if you need to talk I'll keep checking my phone just working in sheds making fences take care and look after number one

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Lol dynamo ha ha class. I'm David Blane ha ha and ye ano it's so hard to keep ya mind of tho ha ha and il look after my kids don't worry spoilt rotten got more love for them than you could imagine ha ha and I do look after my self try eat healthy a love pop and crisps tho ha ha x and thank-you for been there

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You understand that's what I like some one who nos what it feels like

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Making fences what for?

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I keep horses so this time of year I have a lot of repairs and don't get much time during summer months I av 22 to look after not all mine people pay me to let them graze and stable up just got them all in coated and lights off just having a break and something to eat nothing like eating sandwiches with poo down ya nails haha love it though I'll be here till about 430 go have a shower take meds sleep till 715and back up there for 2-3hours go to my dads help him s--- shave and shower feed him give meds finish him about 12 go get some sleep back up field for 4 dads 530give him his tea and meds put him to bed and back to work they you go that's my life FAB yawn yawn LOLThen there's all the exercising for them and my 4dogs 2pot bellied pigs 1sheep 2goats 6billion rabbits oh and I've adopted 2pigeons don't know where from may be I'll just make a ark and leave any way how's you haha if your still awake I pray you'll get there its awful really all any one can say chin up you'll get there with a lot of practice in the morning your not dizzy and your not going to even think about it enjoy everything what's thrown at ya

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Omg really you must be shattered ha ha do you live with ya dad he's doing well ain't he bless. And a really can't believe you have that many animals mental a couldn't do it love horses tho. And am just laid watching family guy ha ha a keep jumping then am wobbling me feet like shaking them it's weird whys that do you no x

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Enjoy ya shitty sandwiches (bork) ha ha

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Ya no ain't been to bad mornings lately ya no a cant walj any were with out pushing a buggy am that youst to it hasn't stopped pushing one for ten year a feel so weird like I'm going to fall probe all in me head I worry loads and over react me mam says ha ha but feeling like me us terrible

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The chicken sandwiches were nice didn't much care for the stuffing it looked like it was mixed with straw or something hahado your legs and feet jerk just when sat or laying if so I was wandering if you have ILS just something else I've got LOL.I worrie far to much and because of my ocd SOME THING else I've got when stressed which is a lot I think something bad is going to happen so repeat things a lot so it dosent but thinking if I could control things for repeating I would be a millionaire coz theyed be no wars no poor no diseases no anxiety haha .so when you put it in perspective it's bollocks I no that but still have to do it.As for you can't walk without a buggy either have a baby or I will give you my dads zimmer frame either way you'll be okLOL joking aside it will be fine but seriously it does sound like ILS I also get it in my arms but I not come across it with anybody else and not heard of IAS LOL so who nos maybe I've invented a new ailment might as well I've had everything going been to hospital for everything you do have one up on me though I never fell pregnant YET mind you my belly is getting a bit bigger and do have cravings chicken and manure sandwiches they are nice you'll have to try them my throat does feel a bit horse after them like keep smiling x

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Whats it's lol and got to smile tbh or I'd crack

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Eveving Tanya how are you feeling and what you been up to

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Am good been cleaning lol guna wrap prezzies having a chicken salad not chicken shit sandwiches ha ha only joking how are you?what you been up to x

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Hi Tanya just got in going to have shower then going to get something to eat I'm starving how you been after yesterday I hope you are all OK have you been out ifso how did it go you said yesterday you loved horses have you done riding before I was down your way today to see a friend of mine he lives in culgaith av I don't know if its close by to you.Any way what you up to cleaning I suppose haha I bet it cost a fortune in cleaning products dosent it do you drive I know it is a strange question I was just wondering anyway I'm stinking so going for shower to smell better being mucking out again and painting oh well speak later I need food x

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Lmao love horses nor never rode one couldn't ha ha 😵 dizzy and been good ye been cleaning as usual everything cist a fortune in my house just went to argos with me nana to get me little one an ipad air for Christmas 🎄 lol she went in fir it I waited in car 🚗 and nor a don't drive u joking I'd have. An attack behind the wheel lol hoping to go back to work one day as I'm a beautician but I'm on maternity leave anyway so fingers crossed I've been ok today a bit on and of but am good got me Christmas decs up a love Christmas u get ya food what u having to eat like? Xx

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I usually go down to the lnglands to the Indian my friend is opening a buffet restaurant where the white rose used to be so your a beautition then may be you could sort my wrinckles out or can't you work miracles I'm sorry I don't do full stops or other things haha don't know were to stop and start with them I avnt always been daft though or maybe I have any way I have a very bad memory as well I to love Xmas as well what you getting

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Lol magic creams and face massage helps ha ha. And me o a don't no see what father Christmas brings me lol makeup perfumes clothes ha ha x

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And is he or well freebie Indian for me ha ha ain't had an Indian in years I go to golden fry on Ormesby Road beautiful fatty foods no good for ya I like to eat healthy well try ha ha drink water eat fruit take a vitamin everyday so that's ok but still eat chocolate 🍫 and crisps and drink pop ha ha

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And been one since I was 17 mainly do nails and eye lashes and eyebrows nit many massages

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I know him and his brothers who has the fishie they were taxi drivers choccie I eat a lot of can you do hair branding then and beads LOL coz it costs me a fortune honest so you like Indian food then do you

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Lol or do anything with hair why u think mens thin lol hair dye Nd straightners and ye love Indian tandoori beautiful x

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Lol by the way I didn't mean branding my hair I was on about the horses ya nutter x

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Morning Tanya how was your night I hope you've had a good sleep

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Great lol had six hours lol u up to much x

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Or the horses ha ha was thinking you must have long hair. And ye Bradenham the horses of course x