Hello to all, hope you are all listening. I hope you are here for me. I'm feeling really off. I don't know if I'm sick or what. I've had bouts of anxiety for a long time really. Intrusive thoughts etc. Anxiety, deoression name it. I've been active and inactive member of this group. But I always find solace with you all.
I've just cameback from a week holiday to see my parents it was all good, though I picked up a bacterial infection probably from food. I've met doctors there and they treated me and then had to fly back and go back to work. 10 hours flight and moment I got back I went to see another doctor again to make sure I'm okay (I'm a hypochondriac 😔) and they said my gastritis is acting up so they just gave me meds to settle it down.
I haven't stopped feeling weird since then constantly worried crying panicking thinking I'm sick and somr weird things would happen that Maybr after 3 blood tests In 10 days and doctors said it will be okay that I'm here panicking and tertified of unknown. I feel spaced out, brain fogged and I feel lethargic... Light too... I really don't know who and where to run to....