Hi everyone hope yal having a better day than I am. Lately I've been feeling so down been looking at my life alot and just think I'm a failure recently my boyfriend and I broke up and just close to valentines day (just awesome huh) I've never once had a good valentines day so this situation really jus made it even worse. I've also been finding myself asking God what is my purpose on this hurt I jus feel like I'm reaching nowhere I'm watching all my friends get married building families and being happy and here I am putting on a smile when I'm dying inside.
The only thing that keeps me goin is my daughter I love her so much and I want the best for her and I never want her to go through what I am goin through now. My family is no help my mom and I don't get along because she is a hypocrite and doesn't really understand my anxiety neither is she a comfort. I just hope this is just a feeling that will pass soon I just want to be happy does anyone ever really looked at their live and just question it am I wrong for questioning it and am I wrong for asking God. Some advice please because if it wasn't for this site I don't know how I would make it sometimes.