Happy New year to everyone.
Although I dont visit this site so often, my work load doesnt permit me.. i Know i could use a helping hand with your support.
Lately (from a couple of months now) i have been having erratic, weird, alarming dreams. Theme: death. Either i dream of my late grandma, or a coffin, or I have serious disease or anything with that theme. Its repetitive, sometimes intense, sometimes just images, most of the time alarming. I have cried many mornings because of fear. and anxiety due to this keeps me really edgy it affects my performance at work. It happens so often, (i have never experienced this before) that it prompts me most of the time to look for definition of my dreams online. I get really scared, spoke to my husband, couple of friends, doctor friends, family members ( i even had a full check up and im not perfect but nothing serious) and they all say its embedded in my subconcious. Is it really that, or is there anything impending doom that i have to prepare for, that something inevitable would happen and its warning me? Its really delibitating. Im trying to find meanings to all of these dreams, trying to break my head and get meaning and i dont know what to do.