Hello Im super new to this found this web site on NHS
I think I'm currently suffering from depression for example i'm pretending to be happy at work and at home but soon as im alone in my room i just wanna cry and feel so sad.
I'm having trouble sleeping at nights and keep waking up at random times during the nights and forcing myself back to sleep and in the morning I can't get up I have no energy.
I feel like a failure i got nothing to live for.
At work when no one is talking to me i feel so down and tired like I could pass out, and if no one is talking me i feel like i did something bad and no one wants me around......
sometimes i wonder why here.....
Am I depressed? what should? will the doctors give medication because i don't people to feel pity for me!
i hope that made sense