Hi this is the first time I have posted on here, I feel like my problem is unique, which doesn't help. I don't like the shape of my head!! I know it sounds strange, it is strange. Everyone around me cannot see what I se. It's a thought I think about and it gets worse and worse and end up me thinking the worse possible scenario like I'm going to end losing everything and ending up in a mental hospital. I have missed out a lot of the thinking process I go through to get to that state but it's mentally and physically exorsting. I get so tired that I just want to give up and end it, it seems the easy option rather than been unhappy and it's so emotionally painful,I need constant reassurance from my loved ones that this isn't going to happen. I just feel alone and wondered if anyone else has the same kind of thought process as me. Thanks for taking the time to read this.