I have been depressed for a while now and continue to battle it.
I feel very selfish as I have lots of wonderful things in my life. Great family and friends. It started roughly 10 years ago and have battled it since. I have stages where I'm very happy but have times I think about just giving in. If i didn't know how much it would hurt my family i would have given in.
I don't see the point in anything sometimes. We work our life's and end up with nothing just things. I need to see someone but am ashamed to be honest as I feel I'm selfish and people have worse problems than me.
I have everything but feel I have nothing. Everybody worries about small things that are so pointless in life. It just drives me too drink and push people away which only makes things worse.