So first time posting.
I have read any and every type of post on depression and mundane lives. The how-to get out of ruts and the 8 signs that you are living a mundane life. The thing is....I have none of these symptoms.
I have an amazing job, an amazing boyfriend with a fantastic sex life, emotional support from friends and family. I am super comfortable staying at home all day or putting on a pretty dress and going out with friends. I have a deep love for my animals and am excited about weekends as I get to spend time with friends and family.
I am of average weight, love food and love going to the gym. I actually crave it after a long day at the office.
So not having any symptoms....not having any signs of a mundane life...Why do I feel like its just all a waste of time and the only reason I a still here is not to break my parent's hearts...
I see no point in having children and therefore I am not worried about getting married. In fact, if I could go live in a forest with just the people I love that would be great.
I don't think I am depressed, but I do know I don't feel like I should be here.