The sun is shining and I can hear people chatting and laughing while I sit in my room wanting something to take me away from this life.
I hate my life. I probably shouldn't but I do. Today I have lost two more 'friends'. One of them is a new acquaintance. Texted her twice asking if she fancied doing something over the weekend but heard nothing back. Another a friend I have known for longer. I visited her a lot when she was off work on long term absence. In fact I drove her to hospital when she had a fall (she lives alone) I have sent her a few friendly messages over lady couple of weeks but heard nothing back.
Everyone dumps me in the end. My husband is just on his computer all the time. He says he cares but he doesn't really.
I wish I didn't exist.
Everyone gets sick of me and I have no one. No family no friends nothing