Basically, my boyfriend and me argue all the time, and he always calls me fat - I'm really senstitive about my weight and he knows that. (I do college 5 days a week and I work all weekend so I have a very busy life. I do Tae Kwon Do once a week and it's intense training). He says things like i'm fat, i'm worthless, he doesn't love me, his ex (we have LOTS of problems because she didn't like me going out with him, and to name a few she tried to kick me out of school, sent me abusive texts, got her dad to call me a fat bitch when he saw me etc (inbox me to know it all if you would like too)) is so much better than me, and says such horrible things that make me so upset and he doesn't care.
However we argued and I said to him does he really think I'm fat, and he came out with:
'i'm not attracted to you at all because of your weight and your size'
I only think he's with me for the fact that i have money and because he's used to it: it's making want to throw everything have away because i trust him,. and i've given things up for him to save our relationship etc: it's quite an abusive relationship: mentally and sometimes physically
and i've done nothing but cry since then because he's had 2 relationships, both two years (including me) and his previous girlfriend was slim-ish and he never made her change but now this means he's lied to me for the past couple of months and i haven't eaten since and i keep making myself sick to try and make him happy.
I also have had a lot of hate off Ask.FM - inbox me to see it and you'll understand.
I don't know what to do, i already suffer from depression and self-hatred and now its even worse