After yesterday's call from Dr Robinson; my Haematologist at St T's it transpires I've been suffering recurrent TIA's. I'd assumed they were nasty panic attacks as i feel scared & so disorientated during their short spells. I wasn't bothered yesterday but today am feeling really panicky and frightened. My short term memory is appalling, i don't recall having written emails and texts and tweets just minutes after writing them for example. I don't even know what i meant to achieve writing this post now. Feeling scared.