So, last night when I was asleep, I had a dream that I was talking to a spirit person. This person was not a person as I know people to be, so I say a spirit person. I don't know if he was a male or female, this is the thing, so I am just going to say he, but in my dream I was taken to this place and being evaluated. My health was the issue, and I was sitting there or standing there, it was strange, I was just there in this space and I don't know if I was sitting but lets say that I was, this is hard to describe, but anyways, I was there and this spirit person was there and he was saying that I needed the energy that is in food. He was referring to the living energy in food. He could see all the food I have been eating, he was reviewing me, like he could literally see everything I have eaten, as if it was kept in a log somewhere and he could see it, so I was being evaluated or rather my health was. In any case, so in this dream he was showing me how the foods were creating a toxic environment in my body, it was a color cloud and it was changing from what was considered "healthy" to a color that was considered unhealthy. He showed me what happened when I would eat live foods. He did this thing like a hologram of my body and then dragged all these vegetables with his finger across a screen, digital vegetables kind of, onto the aura around my hologram body and as he did this the light around my body changed and it was recovering from the toxic color. The toxic color was not a color like we have here so I can't say that it was orange or purple or something, it was just a different type of color, and it wasn't really dark, it was more like a gray, kind-of. But maybe a murky gray. It had colors in it that are not colors we know of, they're more like, if you could see sound, and if sound could be a color, it was almost as if the colors were fluid and stuck together the way you can imagine those "oil bubbles" from our childhood, that you blow on through a straw, if you know what I mean. I guess more like that, hard to explain. Anyways, so I could "feel" that the colors were giving me a "feeling of sick" as I was looking at my hologram body, I could feel it, and he would drop these vegetables and fruits on it, and as he did so I could "feel" the colors as they changed, and I could feel the healing happening. He told me this was temporary, that what I would experience in this "spiritual doctors appointment" would be what I could achieve. I looked at my hologram body and saw how the life energy, the vibrating colors coming out of the vegetables and fruits were transferring into my body, they were creating a harmony and a sound that was pleasing. I immediately understood the meaning, in a profound way that I can't even think of how to put into words, but it was clear that what I was being shown in my dream was very much to make me understand how much food can be used as a healing tool, and how simple the healing is, and can be.
He kept showing me how the vibrating colors of the healing foods could be thrown out of "tune" by things like soft drinks, how that killed the "tune" of the color aura. It's as if things were in harmony, and the body itself has a "frequency" that is really affected by the chemicals in the foods we eat.
I remember looking at the hologram and watching it leave the toxic state so easily and change, it went from being me as I know me now to being the most perfect version of me, glowing and fit, and the colors were flowing in a perfect stream of light around my hologram, it was really quite a magical thing to see. The things that made it change to be healthier were uncooked foods, and water. I saw how meat affected my aura on this thing too, and meat did not have an adverse affect except if it was over-cooked. But the effect was like a boost in the color intensity of the waves of color, like instead of the color waves being very fine and light in color, they would get a thickness in the wave or energy of the flow of the color and get very bright, almost like a boldness in color. Not always but sometimes so there was this balance that I saw. Where meat boosted the colors, but also slowed them down, from the movement. It is so hard to explain, but in large amounts the colors would dull, and go again in a slow motion, and get heavy, so I could see that meat was only good in small amounts. After my dream appointment with this spiritual doctor person was over I had to sit there in my dream and feel my body go back to "normal" since it was affecting how I felt, and as I went back to normal I could feel my body energy slowing down and getting sluggish, and I had a knowing of what he was trying to tell me, he was showing me how food can be used as medicine better than any medicine made in a lab, and that food that is alive, or raw, is much better medicine, and how the foods we eat for "pleasure" are only pleasurable because they contain large quantities of chemicals both natural and man made that stimulate the release of chemicals that make us feel good, but that the problem was that they also contain other things that make the rest of our body toxic. We are eating foods that stimulate us in a good way, but that are not actually good for us. Sugar for example, a small amount is good for us, a large amount is not. Same goes for meats, a small amount is good for us, a large amount is not. Carbs, same. Everything was like this, but raw vegetables, fruits and raw nuts were really good for me. In a way that was like amazing music, the prettiest music you ever heard. Water was good for us too but didn't seem to be as important as the water that is in fresh fruits for example or in vegetables. So, if you had a choice to drink vegetables or fruit juices from alive fruits and vegetables, it seemed that was much better than just water by itself. Water had it's own color and it had it's own sound, vibration and movement very different than everything else, and when I saw fruit being put into my body it built up a supply of water from the fruit that was just as good or better than just water by itself, which if I could explain it, it was as if water was like the flowing river of the sound colors, it's so hard to explain, but just imaging a flowing river of light swirling around your body, that aura, and it is in waves and very fine and it has sound that you can hear, imagine it is very fluid and the waves are like waves of light, so pretty to see, and if you put a lot of water in it, the waves thin out and expand away from the body but the colors are still together and the colors were from the organs of the body functioning properly, and if you fast, like when he poured just water into the body and no nutrients, I could see the water take all the colors and dampen the colors like make them pale, and then I could see this color coming out of the aura body like a healing color, that didn't normally exist, it was more like a golden silver if there is such a thing that can be in existence, neither really gold nor silver but metallic in look and the sound waves looked like they were pulling out pieces of colors that were of the unhealthy colors and so I saw healing a lot of it happening, but when this was happening the body colors of light slowed down, and the tune changed to a different tune, like a slow tune, and then it peaked to a much higher tune than that of when my body had nutrients, so it started to change to a much higher tune, then when he added vegetables and fruits it went back to what I can only consider a harmony, or a normalized tune.
This dream has been with me since it happened, and I cannot get it out of my head. I am at work and thinking how I am going to spend the next two weeks eating only the foods that I saw in my dream, and that I will listen carefully to how my body feels, and hope to be able to hear the healing, and feel it and maybe sense it, not actually see the colors with my physical eyes, but "feel" them, as they all had a feeling and a sound to them.
I feel as if I have connected with some being that is angel-like, and that he wanted me to recognize these feelings that happen when I eat foods, hear them, see them, feel them in the dream so I can close my eyes and recognize them even if I can't really see them when I am awake, I will "feel" the vibrations change in my body.
I know this sounds so way out there, but this is what I dreamed, and this is what I felt, I felt like I just was shown a magical way to heal our bodies through diet. And, quite literally, it changed my entire belief system about what is "healthy" and woke me up.
Food in general is best in smaller quantities, water is important. Processed foods are a huge no. Cooked foods were not bad in very small quantities, but in large quantities all cooked foods were "dead" in energy and did not promote the best healing. Cooked foods, like meats were not so bad if lightly cooked, but over-cooked was bad. Raw foods had the best vibration-energy and best colors.
What I took away from the dream was that for "healing" you eat more raw vegetables and fruits. That's what I got. It makes sense.
So, if you are feeling sickly, it could be that you are feeling the effects of those other foods, and fasting helps get them out and raw vegetables and fruits seemed to really help prevent that sickly feeling.
I know I rambled for a long time about crazy stuff, but there is no way for me to explain what I was being shown without saying that stuff.
I'm intermittent fasting and eating raw as much as possible for the next two weeks to see how I feel.
I think intermittent fasting has been the best thing so far. No doubt.
I told a person here where I work about this dream. She's very spiritual, and a vegan, and always carrying around with her things to help others, her energy is fantastic and she does yoga, and I trust her instinct. When I told her this dream she told me I was a Shaman, and it was time for me to begin training, and that this spirit was a wise Shaman. I need to write. She called me a wounded hero, and mentioned the writer Joseph Campbell who I have come across in my past before.
This came to me today: youtube.com/watch?v=olzGBaQ... seems appropriate considering the dream I had.