I think I must be the weakest person I know. My husbands only been home 2 weeks and I’m really struggling.
I am sitting here in tears, and I just broke down in front of him because I couldn’t move his bed into position.this is all so hard, my family is collapsing and I am trying so hard to keep it together and try to keep things normal for the kids.
I feel really selfish,feeling this way.i want my old husband back, he is here in body but it’s not him.the kids don’t know what to say to him so are staying in their rooms.
I feel sick with loss,of my husband as he was and our old life.
What do I do,I can’t see a way to make this better