I'm struggling to get past the fact i feel so lonely both emotionally and physically
After 4 weeks of sitting my marks bedside willing him to live talking and praying.
18 weeks later and he hardly looks at me 😢 i know he loves me but i hold his hand hug him and kiss him
But all i want is to know in some way all my efforts mean something to him. It's really hard and i feel bad for feeling like this. 😢😢
Will things get better or easier will he ever just so much as hold my hand i just want him to say he loves me and see it in his eyes again.
Everything i do is for mark. I'm alone in my own head
I'm sorry for writing this but i so need to understand i don't recognise myself anymore but i will go on fighting for marks well being