Sometimes I hate the life I made

[bexx87]

One final weekend post/song before I leave to go to my neighbors for Sunday lunch

youtube.com/watch?v=CUOlc_j...(Not working as expected?)

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Hate the life you made? Isn't some things unchangeable-cos a variety of reasons? Some things are set/were set.

Have fun at ur neighbours.

[bexx87 in reply to Hidden]

I hate the life I made because when I'm struggling people don't believe me and think bc I have a full time job ect I have it made when in reality they only see the positive side

[Hidden in reply to bexx87]

I think if u are holding a job down u are doing good-all people are different,u probably got more determination.

I only worked part time til early 90's then just worked part time right up til 2015. In 90's thought i was lazy(everyone said so aswell not helping!),once i saw things in medical notes i wasn't told,right up til 2015 it all started to make sense. Since 2016 have understood more & more about my TBI's,& i can make more sense of it,but all NHS want to do is say MH,which made everything worse! Now even without help from NHS makes a hell of alot more sense is about TBI,NHS can go f@ck themselves with their tickbox diagnosis to not spend/help. Went to MH groups from 2015 never fit in at all cos all 'recovery/mindful' stuff that might work for addicts-doesn't for me at all,tho also local Headway didn't cos all about going back to work even if it kills u(if u can walk & talk u can work-like DWP/NHS!)!

[bexx87 in reply to Hidden]

Your preaching to the quoir my friend preaching to the quoir

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Oh,and nice pic.

[oliver1234]

Get it. The life I made is worse than unpleasant. My own accidental fault. If I could just have turned off at the time then, I would rather have. Things could be much worse for me now but I don’t like/want/accept the changes.

Living like this after a brain injury is just not on. If I didn’t have family friends I would end it for sure

[bexx87 in reply to oliver1234]

Every things wrong when its right