It has been a while since I wrote on the forum. Im going through changes again. As of 1st November Im in the Uk with my husband. I did not relocate yet but my manager was ok to start to explore the possibility of me working from uk and agreed that i spend few months to see how it goes for me here. And it is terrible
Im in tears everyday, I hate this dirty, ugly town and since the travel I have been feeling much worse. I thought I had balance issues before but now?! I cant even stand straight and it has been non stop for 2 weeks now. One day I was feeling so dizzy that I went to AE (seeing the gp will take 3 weeks!) and i was seen by a doctor whose english was worse than mine. I coul not understand what he was saying to me plus i waited to see just the general doctor for 6 hours.
I never wanted to be back to my home town so badly, I thought Lodz is ugly but here(...) It is just too much. Im stuck all day at home, I cant walk, I have nobody to talk to and i never felt so lonely in my life. I think i just made the worse decision of my life....