Somehow I cope with the pain it's the aching that sends me crazy. I get bouts of it wakes me up and I do not know what to do with myself. I can go days without it then it just hits me. Its like the aching you get when you have flu but without the cold symptoms I take pain killers but they do not always work. i have to ride it out. Last night i was up at 3.30am and again at 5.30am. I feel so tired today.and really washed out.