Hi & apologies my blogs a little sparce :-( got a few things going on ....

[fairycazzie]

yes got a few issues going on in my home life and so its hard as trying to keep up spirit which i am , i am actually fine just exhausted and hurting as you all are physically.

today the hands and the pain has been unberrrrlievable!!

got issues with school with my daughter who is 12 and unwell and wanted air as not well and teacher not let her go, so ended with phone calls over this past 24hrs , as seh was not well over the wkend ...again!!!! had Dr appt 3pm on 18th and the school are well and truly out of order to the level of having to want to speak to the HEad Teacher now of High School!

Dr did physical examinations on her wanted diabetic blood sugar tests, she refused (needles are a true phobia for her) waiting blood tests but get cancelled !

nurse is sick indefinately .

it took for us to agree to a belly piercing to have done , but we hope she will change her mind about it. (piercing) but at her at is a 'fashion trend ' thing.

so waiting now for school again to ring.

they phoned after the argument today as i REFUSED point blank she not doing any after school because she not followed their 'protocol' as unwell not disruptive in a naughty manner but in a unfit unwell manner and felt so faint, legs like jelly and bad tummy .

so now its got to the 'Head Teacher' bit and letter tonite for sending tomoro.

she wanted a window open in class , she got up out of seat and went to window miss i really need some air , the teacher told her to sit down, she said no i dont feel well i really need some air please, she ended being told 3 times to sit down and in frustration pushed her seat and said 'for god sake' this meant for her to be moved rooms and a detention ..

but after all the argument , the school foned today after yesterdays performance and said tt needs to come home she is not well!! ....what hve i been telling you!!!! ffs

SOrry every one but its so annoyed me my poor daughter is not well again and i asked tests as i have 4 kids and 3 older than her and said she only one so ill all time that i believe she has my problems, so she is under investigation and until she agrees blood tests its so hard!!!

i have tried alll sorts! believe me.

at primary her attendance was always 100% or 99.9% excellent she was and we work hard.

but high school has been a night mare and her health since then .. i know she is possibly hormonal too and ready to start her waterfall (period) but this is nto th issue its her health in general its so frustrating i was nearly in tears because she cries saying she not well mum and sick of it and wishes she did not have it and she was not here no more.. now that really hurts me.

its took to me 43 yrs old to be diagnosed with my problems and be damned if my daughter will go through hell and back before any diagnosis's.

Ok so so so sorry i have ranted i just needed to say it..

plus our car issues costing 100's this past week and work issues an staff and customers and organising planing etc etc.. work is not for here as its for our health and help.

so i do apologise for this .

lots of love and thanks for reading cazzie xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[Fibrofoggiest]

(((Cazzie ))). I'm so sorry to hear about your ongoing problems with your daughter. It must be so hard for you to see her hurting and not being treated properly at school. I think a word with the Head Teacher is well in order and do stand your ground about her being detained after school.

I am sending angels to look after both of you and lots of love too

Big big hugs. Foggy x