Firstly Merry Christmas everyone, especially to all our friends , partners and other halves who love us so much that they're still there for us! i hope that sentence makes sense. i don't write too much now a days but i try to read a little fibro every day. i'm so tired. i'm back down to about 2 hours a night.new pains also. my hands get locked, i drop things alot. my elbows and sholders feel like a red hot poker is stabbing at them. i got a wheelchair about a month and a half ago. thing is with my hands, i can't push myself around anymore. blah blah blah i know we all feel like shit. i just feel extra sad today, sorry. take care everyone and be safe in the New Year!